Finally...an Update!

Hello for those out in the Internet world. I'm not quite sure who reads this if anyone reads this, but that's ok, that doesn't bother me one bit.

So if you have noticed I have made a few changes to the site, I know I do this a lot in fact, not only to the layout but also I have a widget displaying songs from a band called "Through My Eyes". That band is actually me and my music. I plan to start writing more music, so that's the old music I have written over the years in Finale. I plan on writing different stuff and recording live stuff once I acquire the proper tools. Maybe even make some interesting remixes, we shall see how it all pans out.

I just recently returned from vacation in Ohio. I had a wonderful time and saw many people who I haven't seen in forever. It was needed badly, I was losing inspiration, hope and I was getting pretty depressed. It's not easy here in North Carolina. I don't have any friends and I don't really know how to make them down here since it is so much different than up north. What I mean by that is if you want to do anything with anyone you almost have to invite yourself, which is taboo up north and rude. So what to do?

I'm thinking about that fact exactly. I'm in summer school right now, no hopefuls in there. There are two super annoying guys in my class though, they are loud and mouthy. I'm hoping they either drop the class or fail because I know I can't go all summer listening to those two.

Speaking of Ohio, I've come back ready to finally make something of myself. I miss everyone there, but I don't miss how that place seems to eat people alive. It was a point in my life where I just felt like living in the moment. There's nothing wrong with that, but when that's all you do and you don't plan at all for your future it doesn't forebode well.

There was this one girl up there too... not exactly sure what all was going on or what kind of chemicals there was, but something was up for sure and it aroused my curiosity. There is something special about her and I can't quite put my finger on it. Too bad I'm back in NC now huh? If what I feel was correct, then it wouldn't matter.

Either way I had a great time and I'm ready to make everyone proud. I'm gonna work hard on myself and my life. I'm ready to grow up, I really am. I sold my 360 to prove that even more. I love you all, tune in for more later.