The Results are in the Statistics

I don't understand why,
But the harder I try,
The further away I'm pushed,
I would have done anything for you,
I hold inside feelings you never knew,
For once I was happy,
To have someone in my life,
That I thought cared for me too.

That night when you got so drunk,
The night you thought you were going to die,
I was there by your side,
When all your troubles had caught up to you,
I helped to rearrange your living situation,
You ignored me when I was present,
Even though I was begging for your attention,
Still I followed through to try and get to you,
Because I felt something deep for you.

I confess I may have been a bit overwhelming,
But my intentions were true,
I just wanted to spend my time with you,
You are so far away,
And I just wanted to make the best of everyday I spent with you.

That night when you got so drunk,
The night you thought you were going to die,
I was there by your side,
When all your troubles had caught up to you,
I helped to rearrange your living situation,
You ignored me when I was present,
Even though I was begging for your attention,
Still I followed through to try and get to you,
Because I felt something deep for you.

Now I'm lost and you're confused,
Now I'm sad and feel abused,
Why would you leave so abruptly,
When I used to mean everything to you.