Falsetto

I'm not the best with words,
Sometimes in my confusion,
My emotions pour out of me,
Like the blood from my open wounds,
I created this mess,
and now I have to live with this regret.


I put on this fake smile,
I hold strong,
I've held on for so long,
Trying to pull through,
Sleepless nights alone,
Reaching for an answer,
Wishing on a star,
But I'm not sure that I'll find,
The reason for my feeling,
I'm sinking deeper,
Screaming for sympathy.


Hurt turned to anger,
Anger turned to hate,
And I've learned that no matter what I do or say,
It's not gonna change the fact,
That this is how it is,
Broken,
Bruised and numb,
This pain I hold inside,
Is a part of life.

I put on this fake smile,
I hold strong,
I've held on for so long,
Trying to pull through,
Sleepless nights alone,
Reaching for an answer,
Wishing on a star,
But I'm not sure that I'll find,
The reason for my feeling,
I'm sinking deeper,
Screaming for sympathy.