If Life Gives You Lemons, Then Give It Hell

The  way things seem to turn out for me,
Are down a path I could not forsee,
And even though this isolation crushes my sanity,
I have to fight on with a little bit of integrity,
I seem to find myself swimming in the past,
It was the only thing to look back on to find out why,
Nice guys like me finish last.

(Chorus)
Now I must finish what I've started,
I've been at this for far too long,
The only thing I've wished is to realize my dreams,
And maybe to have someone stand with me,
Because this loneliness within my heart,
Has caused me to feel empty and torn apart,
Which I can no longer take,
Because it's drowning me.

Maybe this is all of my fault,
These are based off decisions I've already made,
Moving for a girl wasn't the best of ideas,
But she was my one love,
She became my life,
But I guess I was unworthy,
Because she left so early.

(Chorus)
Now I must finish what I've started,
I've been at this for far too long,
The only thing I've wished is to realize my dreams,
And maybe to have someone stand with me,
Because this loneliness within my heart,
Has caused me to feel empty and torn apart,
Which I can no longer take,
Because it's drowning me.


Obviously babe I'm not the same, why?
I had to learn to live without out you and I have,
But guess what?
I can't forget your face because it haunts my dreams,
So I have to live with the memories,
Fully implanted in my brain,
I can't just toss you away,
Especially because you were the answer to my biggest prayer.


Do you remember being my life-line?
This love for you won't seem to die,
and it pains me so much inside,
Because it tortures my soul and won't let loose,
Creating a void within me,
Empty as the possibility of you and I becoming one,
Because we will be one and two,
Forever it seems.

(Chorus)
Now I must finish what I've started,
I've been at this for far too long,
The only thing I've wished is to realize my dreams,
And maybe to have someone stand with me,
Because this loneliness within my heart,
Has caused me to feel empty and torn apart,
Which I can no longer take,
Because it's drowning me.