Unforgiveable Mistake

To the greatest friend I ever had and ever lost,
I'm sorry for the lies I told and the tears I caused,
I let myself lose control,
I forgot about our memories,
I gave up that which kept me happy,
I let you down,
I lost my mind...

(CHORUS)
Sorries can't take away your pain,
Poetic letters can't change the fact that I hurt you,
I miss the way we used to be,
How we used to laugh,
How we told each other everything,
I know nothing can ever make up for what I did to you,
It hurts to know I don't have you in my life,
There is still a hole in my heart from where you left it,
I know we will never be as we were

I wish I could change the past,
Kick myself in the ass,
keep my head on straight,
With my focus clear,
Keep me from messing up what we had,
with my heart in the right place

(CHORUS)
Sorries can't take away your pain,
Poetic letters can't change the fact that I hurt you,
I miss the way we used to be,
How we used to laugh,
How we told each other everything,
I know nothing can ever make up for what I did to you,
It hurts to know I don't have you in my life,
There is still a hole in my heart from where you left it,
I know we will never be as we were

It's sad to say,
I miss you more and more each day,

I miss you,
I miss you,
I miss you more as each day goes by,
I want you back in my life,
I want you back in my life,
I miss you,
I'm sorry.