Spread the Ashes (Realization)

My life is spinning out of control,
This wasn't my idea for us,
How is it so easy for you to move on,
And so hard for me not to hold on,
You tell me you've found someone new,
And all I can do is smile,
But behind it fall the tears.

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Days pass me by,
And I'm still stuck on you,
Four months ago you left my side,
And I've given up hope,
There is nothing I can do,
I thought I'd always be with you,
But I see,
You never truly loved me,
Not the way I loved you

I can't sleep because I dream of you,
I stay awake to bare how much I miss you,
But I see I mean nothing to you,
I can't just be your friend,
I'm in too deep and I wish it would end,
My days are dark,
There's no turning back,
You chose this for us,
And now this is the life I lead

Days pass me by,
And I'm still stuck on you,
Four months ago you left my side,
And I've given up hope,
There is nothing I can do,
I thought I'd always be with you,
But I see,
You never truly loved me,
Not the way I loved you